I never wanted to be on camera. I don’t want to be a porn star. My job is behind the camera and that’s where I wanted to stay.
But then I did my shoot with Hylas Montgomery. We met the night before the shoot to go over the details. I was so thrilled with what I saw. He was lean, dark, furry and didn’t look like other porn models. He explained to me that this family was North Indian. All I knew is that he was gorgeous. He was also smart and funny, a UCLA student at the time. I couldn’t wait to see this 19-year-old treasure naked the next day. He was all I thought about that night.
I loved photographing Hylas Montgomery. His body is beautiful, natural, not pumped or processed. Just perfect to me. I was hard the whole time. Then it came time to do the shoot. Hylas got undressed. He was wearing these loose, baby-blue boxers that would have turned me off on any one else. On him they drove me crazy. They seemed to tell me that he didn’t have to try to be sexy with brand names, day-glow colors and dick enhancing gimmicks. He just was sexy and no puffy boxers could change that. Every time I see pictures of him in those stupid underwear, I get hard all over again. I imaging the want his uncut dick flops around in them. And how easy they are to pull off.
He started stroking his uncut cock. His dick and foreskin were brown. His moist dickhead was a red-pink. The contrast was so hot. Hylas was so hot. He was very furry for someone just 19-years-old. I loved that about him. It was just something else that made this young writer with the hard dick unlike anyone else I’ve ever met. He stroked the brown foreskin over the pink dickhead and I was going crazy. My dick was threatening to rip the front of my shorts. Hylas noticed. While my hands were occupied with the camera, he rubbed my dick through my shorts. He could feel it rock-hard and throbbing. He pulled my shorts down. I don’t think I’ve ever been so turned on in my life! I got a head rush. I grabbed his young, hard cock, pulling the foreskin beck and forth. I got even more turned on. I didn’t know I could be this turned on! My dick felt like it was on fire, but in a good way.
For a moment, I wan’t sure what to do. I’m filming a video here. I’m making porn. This isn’t hook-up time. But I wanted him so bad. I wanted to suck his cock. I wanted to turn the camera off and fuck him. I din’t want to be on camera. I don’t want people I know to see me. He looked at me. Then he looked at my cock, throbbing, hard and dripping. He moved in to suck it. He looked so good! So dark, so lean! He wrapped his lips around my dick and drank in all the pre-cum. I felt a rush in my head. Wow. I pointed the camera down. Screw it. I’m going to get this on camera. I’m always level-headed. Except when I’m this turned on. I’m completely irrational and I love the way this feels. I’m getting my cock sucked by a hot college student half my age and I’m getting it all on camera.
I was so close to shooting a huge load of cum in Hylas’ eager mouth. But not yet. I want to get more of this on video. I pulled my dick away and handed Hylas the camera. And I went for it. I gulped down his dick as he filmed me. My first time. Taking his foreskin in my lips. The camera watching. I couldn’t get enough. Hylas was loving it. I love foreskin and I know how to make an uncut cock feel great! I took the camera back and Hylas quickly had my stiff dick in his mouth again. Hylas sucked my shaft like he was starved for cock. It felt so good. I never wanted it to stop. But I also wanted to make a great scene for the site.
I pulled away again, filming Hylas all along. He worked his brown cock again, fingering his tight hole as the camera watched him. He kept his eyes on my the whole time as he fingered his hole, inviting me, I stayed aggressively hard, dripping pre-cum like a cheap faucet. I loved him watching me. I loved watching him even more, getting every second on video, knowing I was going to share it with the world. Hylas couldn’t hold back anymore. Moaning, squinting, gritting his teeth, Hylas squirts his creamy load on his youthful brown skin. Heaven. I wanted to move in and squeeze his cock. Get every last drop out. Lick it up.
But I kept filming. Capturing. Staring. Knowing that Hylas was going to be forever flawless on film, naked and sexual, getting sucked and stroking. Forever 19 and horny. I wanted to fuck him. But then I thought that this might be better, this play for dominance with the camera. Was I in control, virtually topping him, having the camera in hand literally calling the shots? Was he in control, young and irresistible, turning me on until I lost reason and gave in to my lust for him. Or was a naked fight for dominance, both vulnerable but in charge, a battle for control where we both win.
Editing that clip was almost as hot as filming. I realized that I like watching myself have sex on camera. I loved being seduced by Hylas over and over, from two angles. I never planned on playing around with Hylas. I never planned on fooling around with the other uncut men that followed. They always made the first move and I let it happen. It’s never been planned but it always feels so good. But no matter how many times it happens again, how many uncut cocks I stroke or suck on camera, I will never forget handsome, smart, charming Hylas.